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Help me God. Im so freaking bored right now. I forgot to say that i just loathe mondays. Yawn...like what i said earlier on, cant wait for saturday. Its dark outside, again. The weather has been cold and gloomy these past few days. Woah, dejavu... memories of the times in the studio are flooding my mind. Yeah i remember leaning on the window sill (which was not allowed to be opened but being the rebels that we were, it was always open) and just staring out at the trees and the sky as the the wind blew like hell and the heavy dark clouds rolled around. Even when there was a downpour, i insisted that no one should close the window, until norain and colleen starts shouting that they're getting wet. Haha. See, i had soo much power or control over the cubby members. Now all that is gone.

Anyway, I just love the smell of the damp earth. Dont you? Makes you feel like you're outside, free with no cares in the world, and not stuck in a building with noisy and not to metion smelly assholes. Well, those days are over but i miss those quiet moments at the window. Norain used to think i was a bit cuckoo for staring out the window and smiling to myself and the old dude always thought we were depressed or something. Im sitting in front of the window now and it looks like its going to rain again BUT, there's houses in front, not large trees and the large open sky. Sad... and right now the radio is playing catherine mcphee's rendition of somewhere over the rainbow. Alamak, lagu2 smue tangkap lentok seh. This makes me even more sleepy. One more hour to go and i've yet to finish writing the write up for the play zone for W project. Like, what more can you write about for a 3 by 2 m play area? Nothing i tell you.

So what am i telling you know? Look out the window and just spend a couple of minutes looking at the trees and the sky. i cant believe it typed that. Alah, just sleep lah, rainy days are good for sleeping and just lazing around. yawn......