War

This is the beginning of war with the fucking SOAB yr 2 pig(A GUY,go figure) who sits at the same table as me. He's gonna get a blahdy vicious nagging from me. If im not so busy like i am right now (not to busy to blog lah), i would have gone up to dla lab and confronted him. Hey, that's not a bad idea.I'll do just that later. Anyway, i thrashed his shelve by throwing all the rubbish there. MUAHAHAHA...take that you fucking pig, and you can rot in hell for all i care.

You know what he did to my note? He pasted a used tissue and he pasted another note saying that I should stop pasting notes. C*bai. And he put a note on norain's table saying stop being a CB. Ahhh...nice,you wanna play shit, ill play shit too. Writing a note was nice enough and this is the niceness that he's reciprocating.Well, god damn it, im gonna do the same thing to him by thrashing his place. Maybe i should put cockroaches and bugs at his shelve to remind him of his hometown, a pigsty. Bloody piece of crap. I feel like cursing my head off here but you guys are too softhearted and innocent to hear it (hehe) so i'll just end it with, rot in hell you fucking SOAB.

beep,beep

I guess its came back again..What is it? The disease lah. I thought its gone away but i guess its dormant inside me all this while. Did i phrase that correctly? No idea. Anyway, look in the mirror and who do you see? I saw a sick, disturbed looking, smile deprived asshole. What do you make of that? Its disturbing to see what others see but is that who i am, truly? I felt like grabbing the asshole's neck and strangling her, screaming "WIPE THAT SULK OFF YOUR FACE YOU IDIOT!!!" Ahh..maybe i'll do this again later...Ciao

cr

6 panels by friday. Nice. N the tension is so high in the studio,what with aimi cursing her head off at Len. hehe.

wait

Its FRIDAY for God's sake, why do they have to make the student dialogue on friday??? Yes, im alone in our area, but there are a few others lah. Marinah,Colleen and Sof just left me about 45 mins ago. My head hurts and its soo stuffy in here. F the lects lah...Trust them to put us into this kind of torture. Why am i chosen in the first place anyway?its not fair!!!Im not gonna say anything later.Nothing!!!Ahh crap...

oh,oh

"Kalau ko tak boleh, aku pun tak boleh!!!" .That was for norain. Anyway i have to go for the stupid student dialogue which starts at 5PM!!! What the fuck seh.People are going homw but we have to stay in school....crap.Fyi, my panels are like tut,tut,tut...Ciao

Hah..new skin and im not sure i'm comfortable with it coz its a bit girly...Don't you think so norain??

Anyway, we have to hand in 4 drafts of a1 panels this friday. Crap right? So much to do but i think our time is running out. So, i guess i cant blog anymore? Yar right. Ok, i think i'd better do my work. Ciao

help!

Aku menyampah betul dengan design sekarang.Bukannya apa, tapi macam tak ada motivasi dan inspirasi. Nak harapkan lecturers,tak payahlah. Lagi memeningkan kepala pula nanti.Ahhh crap, i'll just write in broken malay, this is too painful, its like writing malay compo(Ugh...)

Jadi, tadi macam siak jer aku pegi library, carik buku pasal stage, drapery and all that shit, tapi tak jumpe2. Darah naik btul lah.. Pastu, pegi coop kejap nak beli gule2, nak relieve stress, jumpe orang tue tu plak. Aku tanye die pasal bende lain, die jawab bende lain. im trying to get images or stuff on restaurants thats theatrical, something that has draperies since my has those drapes. well, that's what i asked the old dude but as usual, he got the wrong info..Macam aku bebual bahase jepun pulak ngan die..

Rase macam nak give up ngan project ni. Macam nak lepaskan semue. even though this is what i want to do, my so called 'dream', maybe it'll just be a dream,like in antm,when ebony got kicked out. Wow, that's harsh. Anyway, i'd better carry on trying to find the drapes thingy. haizz.. Ciao

yes...

yay...school starts today..and that's suppose to make me happy? NO...anyway, norain's crit was over. I was nervous too and i felt like going to the loo..Haiz...mine's on thursday...fark..oklah,i have no mood to write..Ciao