La La La La~Chinguyoh~

I saw this and i couldnt help but laugh all the way even in my sleep. Look at Yunho ssi's arms, why does it seem to get more muscular everytime he makes an appearance?? Haiz, my nampyon is so manly and selenge at the same time. aigoo...so hard to resist.



Anyway, yesterday has been a day full of surprises. A friend sms me out of the blue, then i was told to delete pictures of the site that we're moving into and another filipino mistook me for being a filipino. And then, while giving out free consultation to my soulmate buddy, someone switched on something in my brain, and i even told boss like i had some sort of epiphany. hahahaha.

Seriously, i felt like i havent been loving myself well lately. So many things to accomplish and so many places to go, i cant just let it all end up in crap. I know my dreams are big but its not impossible at all. Maybe im just rebelling since everyone is expecting something from me even though they're not saying it. Childish right? Ahh, those childhood dreams, they ARE attainable. And one day i CAN do it. Ahh, i'm gonna enjoy this happy mood while it lasts.. have a nice weekend Di.

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Forgotten Season

Siwireui (Siwolre) majimag bameul
Tteutmoreul iyagiman namginchae
Uri neun he-eo jyeot jiyo
Geu nal-eul ssil ssil haetdeon peupjeongi
Geodaeeul jinsil ingayo
Hanmadi byeonmyeongdo mothago
Itheojyeoya haneun geon-gayo
Eonjena dul-ah oneun gyejeoreun
Na ege ggum eul jujiman
Ireul su eoptneun ggum-eun seulpeoyo narul ul-lyeoyo

TRANSLATION
I still remember the last night of October,
We separated after leaving indefinable words,
Was your gloomy face, the truth?
Will I have to forget you without even trying to explain?
The returning seasons give me dreams,
Yet, impossible dreams are sad; they make me cry

This is for my 3rd sister aka the Frog, who's a big fan of Jae oppa, and who doesnt mind me liking him and spazzing over him even though i've pledged my undying devotion of Yunnie-ssi..heh




i guess they're still having the SM town concert at bangkok even with the protests going on. As much as i'd love it to be postponed to next year, i hope it'll still go on for those other lucky fans who da siang2 beli tiket. Of course im still jealous, but there's always a next time. Man, i really wish they'd come to Singapore, even if for a photobook signing or whatever. Yunho-ssi, im still waiting

DONT FORGET TO BREATHE!!!!

Changminnie was so cute at the last part, just look at that smirk, haaaaa, soo cute, teasing the fans. Dun nid to say anything about Junjae, they are always hot.



Note to self= DONT FORGET to BREATHE when watching the video.

work_work_work

Been dropping by the TM site so frequently these few days its pissing me off to no end. Work, i feel like work sucks right now due to the fact that i have to keep revising my design for the sake of other people. I really dont want to end up hating my job just because the landlord has some 'issues' with the way i design. Ahh, what's a girl to do at these situations.

And seriously, i HATE taking the train, really hate it, i cant stand being packed like sardines in a train full of people and the driver keeps braking. I dont know if i hate the crowd or i hate spending stupid 45 mins trying to sleep while ignoring the presence of people.

Then i was advised to increase/widen/expand my social circle/friends. Which leads to the question, Am i anti social? i dont think so but i find hard to follow since im more of the homely person and seldom go out BUT i'll try to drop by museums, libraries and bookstores more often.

Im still crazy over Mirotic, there's only one thing to describe the lyrics, MAGIC! Its like the boys are saying that they have got us(their fans lah), under their skin...Wahahaha, memang betul pun.

Mirotic TRANSLATION:
From the start you were sweet and simply attracted to me
You’d stay always like that; you said when you were first walked up to me
All the possibilities opened up, Oh-

What is love? What! Right now it is Red Ocean
I’m breaking my rules again. You know it’s getting boring?
You do get hurt a little bit, it’s alright Oh-

*You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you - Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you - Under my skin

It nests in your head, the sharp stare
It’s not me, my unmoving Chrome Heart
This is your choice, Oh-

Flowing through your veins running through you are millions of my Crystal
Finally, the end of transformation
This must be love? Oh-

Repeat*

In you dream I order you under my magic spell
You want to do it again, I got you - Under my skin
My devils ride, you now don’t have a place to breathe
Let’s have fun now that I got you - Under my skin

*You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You can’t break out, I got you - Under my skin
You want me, you’ve fallen for me, you’re crazy for me
You are my slave, I got you - Under my skin

동방신기 - 주문 (MIROTIC)
Dong Bang Shin Gi - Ju-Mun [MIROTIC]


Si-jak-eun dal-k’um-ha-ge, p’yeong-beom-ha-ge na-e-ge ggeul-ryeo
Eon-je-na geu-ratt-deu-shi meon-jeo mal-eul gyeol-eo-wa
Mo-deun ga-neung-seong yeol-eon-dweo Oh~

Sa-rang-eun mweo-da? Mweo-da! i-mi su-suk-eo Red ocean
Nan, breakin’ my rules again al-janh-a ji-ru-han-gyeol?
Jo-geum da-ch’yeo-do neon, gwaen-ch’ahn-a Oh-

Neon na-reul weon-hae neon nae-ge bba-jyeo neon nae-ge mi-ch’yeo
He-eo-nal su eob-seo I got you - Under my skin
Neon na-reul weon-hae neon nae-ge bba-jyeo neon nae-ge mi-ch’yeo
Neon na-eui no-ye I got you - Under my skin

Ne meo-rit sok-eul p’a-go-deu-neun nal-k’a-ro-un nun-bit
Na a-ni-go-seon, um-jin-i-ji-du anh-neun Chrome Heart
Ne-ga seon-t’aek-han gil-in-geol Oh-

Hyeol-gwan-eul t’a-go heu-reu-neun su-eok gae-eui na-eui Crystal
Ma-ch’im-nae shi-gan-doen byeon-shin-eui ggeut’-eun-na
I-geot-do sa-rang-eun a-nil-gga? Oh-

Repeat *

Han-beon-eui k’i-seu-wa ham-gge ~ nal-i seon-deut-han ~ gang-han i-ggeul-ling
Du beon-eui k’i-seu, p’eu-geob-ge t’eo-jyeo-beo-ril jyeot gat’-eun ne shim-jang-eul
Yeah ~ neo-reul ga-jyeo-sseo You know you got it!
Yeah ~ Come on! Come on! I got you - Under my skin

Ne ggum sok-e nan neol ji-bae-ha-neun ma-beob-sa nae ju-mun-e
Neon da-shi geu-ryeo-ji-go i-sseo I got you - Under my skin
My devils ride, deo-neun sum-eul got-i eobs-janh-a geu-reoh-ga-myeon
i-jen cheul-gyeo-bo-neun ge eo-ddeol-gga I got you - Under my skin

Neon na-reul weon-hae neon nae-ge bba-jyeo neon nae-ge mi-ch’yeo
He-eo-nal su eob-seo I got you - Under my skin
Neon na-reul weon-hae neon nae-ge bba-jyeo neon nae-ge mi-ch’yeo
Neon na-eui no-ye I got you - Under my skin

seething at the edges now~Oppa!!

jaejoongie looks so much like a china doll with those red lips and those beautiful eyes which seems to stare straight into YOU..im melting again for the hundredth time.

Yunnie oppa always looks cute in a suit, sulking or sultry looking? Ahhh..sexy...hihihi

idolisation and admiration which is bordering into obsession is very, very unhealthy, and dangerous, especially when you've got nothing to fall back into. today i find myself in a very claustrophobic/hyperventilating state due to the sudden realisation(finally, it sank in) that the stupid outlet is REALLY, REALLY going to open next friday but some of the design issues are yet to be approved by the landlord. I know, i swore that im not going to blog about work so i will just limit it to that previous one sentence only.

Anyway, as i was saying about the obsession, really lah kan, its like rewind balik to zaman teenager aku when i was oh so engrossed/in love/obsessed with Linkin Park. i remember eating, sleeping, thinking, dreaming of LP almost everyday. And now this phase is back but with DBSK pulak. Maybe i have to cut down on listening to the songs and MV so that i wont be having these withdrawal symptoms, auditory hallucinations(wtf)?? am i really crazy??

But tell me, please, how do i cure my lovesickness for Yunnie oppa??

ps: Note to self, in case of insomnia, DO NOT watch anime or korean shows especially after midnight onwards.

pps: im so fucking tired, stop calling me, stop asking me, stop requesting, stop changing, just STOP ALREADY!

~~pictures above are from Always JaeJoong & 2uAngels.blogspot.com~~

fangirl moment yg ke brape entah

Siol ar, i just cant take this anymore!!!. DBSK da kluarkan mv wrong number pat youtube, bloody hell its so fucking fabulous, yunnie in the bathtub, then with those tight jeans only with that sexy bod. How can he be so delicious? He is really like, like, so super sexy, seriously my vocab is so. limited. i watched the mv 4 times in a row, the dance moves super pheeweeet. Betcha yunnie oppa gonna look super hot when they perform live. OMG, this means they gonna perform it at the SM town concert at bangkok this month. Babi lah all those girls get to see them. Oh yar, jaejoongie raps in this song, too hot, really too hot to describe in words. memang sajaklah nama band dorang DBSK, gods rising from the east. haiz...im meltingggg.................

Wrong number Translation:
You call me at least twelve times a day to check,
If by chance, I'm on the line with somebody
You leave a suspicious message

Who would I be talking with at this time?
It gets so hard for me, when you make up a girl who doesn't even exist, yeah

You trap me in the words of love, the annoying scoldings pile up, turning into attachment,
I want to forget you; I'll make sure you don't appear on my phone again, I said

You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

As if you're my mother, you know my whole day,
You're always worried about who I am with, as if it's for me

You try to make an excuse by saying you were curious,
But the extreme restrictions just make love more painful,
What would be the good of hanging onto a hung up call?
The words I hear are clear, what to say

You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

I'll erase it all
I'll change it all
The password which reminds me of the times of you and me,
I'll erase your ring tone which rang everytime my name appeared on your phone
Reset, reset

Wow, I think I'll go crazy
I'll appreciate it if you shut up,
I'm like a stupid fish in your net, cant it be enough like this? Cash
Your words of love scrape my skin, it becomes dim,
My head starts to hurt again, I'm starting to hear auditory hallucinations,
As if you're interested, as if its for me; I'm just your item,
You don't have to be nervous by the word, No
Just let me go, say,
Help me so I can escape, say, we're already too far to start again

You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

I want to escape from you now, don't call me again,
Don't hold onto a person that has left, just let me go, just let me go



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ItPRA9TznDw

Ha Ha Ha......spazzing again

Aigooo, tak tau ape nak ckp, other than pheeeweeeeet.......

jaejoongie is too sexy, sexier than oppa, but oppa still no 1 in my heart..hehe

posing maut nie...

heheheh, die tak shave, so..so...cute!!!!!!!!!!!! Muahahahahhahaha.... No matter what happens with work, all i gotta do is picture yunho oppa, hyunjoong-ssi or shinee and suddenly rainbows will emerge from those cloudy skies...kehkehkeh....i know, so cheesy but what the heck lah.

ps: mysoju da ade HYD movie...wahahhah
pps:must remember to get Hiro's pix...

so smexy..

wanted to put yunho oppa's pix but today i feel like giving some of my love to hyun joongie who's cool as hell in these photos. I hope he does a good or better portrayal of Hanazawa Rui in the korean version of Hana Yori Dango. Cant wait for it, fighting Oppa!

fanaticism is when you keep hearing the song over and over again in your mind. It is whenever someone plays that song, you feel like jumping out of your seat and dancing to the song. it is when you squeal everytime someone plays the mv. it is when you download every single picture that you can find of the member that you love and setup a folder especially for that member's pictures. it is when you whine at your sisters to find you the handphone theme with the most delicious looking picture so that you can stare at your favorite idol whenever you're bored. it is when u eat, sleep, breathe DBSK....wahahahahahaha. i seriously gotta get a life,man.

rasa2 macam nak blog pasal benda A tapi rasa2 macam tak kuasa pulak. What's past is past, all we have to do is move on and look forward to the future.