Que sera sera

''Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be...''

She used to sing this song after telling us stories of what life used to be in her time. And when i was in the mood, i'd always join in....-.-

Damn, i dont know how to put in the youtube video of the record playing this song. But HOW do you download videos from youtube in the first place???

Anyway, i recalled a nice memory that day. Suddenly remembered of the time i had sore eyes, and my 3 buddies (dayah, ain and lela) came to visit, bringing along my maths homework. But the thing is, they told me to close my eyes with a towel and not have any eye contact with them as they might catch the virus. So i had to cover my eyes with a towel while they all roam around the house, raiding the kitchen or watchin mtv. Funny how that was the only memorable sore eyes experience i ever had. But quite sad though, since in the end, only me and dayah still keep in touch.

Im bored, super duper bored, but there's the sunday raya outing with the beruks to look forward to. Now i just have to decide on what to wear for that day...hmmm.. Vale people...

i've been tagged....

EI have been tagged, by Mr Tan the pro..hehehe...Gee, 2 more days to Raya...hahhaha...im soo not in the mood for anything else..

FAVOURITE

1. Colours: black
2. Food: err..chocolates
3. Song: this is tough, right now its hari raya songs
4. Day of the week: Sunday


CURRENT

1. Mood: tired?
2. Taste: hunger, im fasting mah..
3. Clothes: black blouse with one missing button
4. Time: 1119
5. Surroundings: computers, laminates, vinyls sheets..
6. Thoughts: 2 MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA..


FIRST
1. Best friends: this short talkative girl in primary school
2. Crush: one guy in my malay class in primary school
3. Movie: P Ramlee movie, cant remember which one though..
4. Lie: hehehe...cant tell..
5. Music: i think it was fantasia bulan madu by search..


LAST SO FAR
1. Drink: cold water
2. Car ride: comfort cab..
3. Movie: hmm, Howl's moving castle
4. Call: my sis...



1. Dated your best friend's girl: im straight..
2. Broke the law: nope..
3. Been on tv: not that i can recall..;p
4. Kissed someone you don't know: never.


5 THINGS YOU'RE WEARING NOW:
1. black blouse.
2. red tank top
3. jeans
4. my super brand new super nice $10 watch
5. glasses.


4 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. picked up the printer
2. yawned a couple of times
3. opened and sent emails
4. think of the big day..


3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW:
1. Saloma singing hari raya song
2. the splashing of the fountain below
3. crickets singing


2 THINGS YOU WANNA DO NOW:
1. sleep
2. clean the house


1 THING YOU'LL DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
yawn..


5 PEOPLE THAT I'VE TAGGED:
chelle, najat, CT, Nana and kwinella...



she reads me like an open book and it woke me up and drove me to tears. My stubbornness has made me cling on to the stupid self pride so much so that i have lost focus of what my purpose is in life. If i was in a war torn area, i would've starved to death. Seriously.

Money is everything but its not everything. And in the end, im still a spectator. yes i've become a, a bit greedy lately, but its just because we dont have that kind of thing in the past and because someone was soo stingy. All i want is for everyone to be happy, but in my case it lasts for a fleeting second before im shoved back down to earth.

ps: is my mind all screwed up or am i just complicating some simple and mundane issue?

pps: ok, fine, im remorseful and feeling so damn guilty cos i splurged on a kebaya, I SPLURGED on a single item. Damn it.Im too ashamed to even type the price..

ppps: i wish i wasnt so lonely sometimes.

pppps: YAY!!!!!!! 10 more days to HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n im soo not in the right state of mind to work..