love and honor

just finished watching the movie earlier on on Okto, starring takuya kimura and a few others whom i cant remember their names. Ahh, as usual, kimutaku looks hot even with the samurai hairstyle. There's just something about that man that makes him so charismatic. And he always manages to put a bit of himself into the character/role he plays. Kimutaku fans would know especially if they've watched Beautiful life, Pride and a few others.

So, im slowly getting over my unhealthy obsession over DBSK. This is not to say that i dont like them anymore but its getting tiring to be too gaga over them. Yes, i will spazz from time to time over their pictures. Somehow, its like waking up from a dream. Bintang pat langit tu jauh sangat, try as i might to reach out, its still unattainable. But i wonder when will they ever come to singapore.

Sigh, 2009 will be in 2 days time? I have no idea what to expect and what to look forward to. yawnzz...time to sleep and dream of kimutaku...hehe

Orion- Nakashima Mika

OSt from Ryuseii No Kizuna..Nice show......though both Ryo and Kaname jun's hairstyle sucks..that guy from arashi, his acting wasnt that bad at all..maybe better than matsumoto jun's...

happiness is a warm gun baby

Actually i woke up today with a really fresh feeling, as though everything's alright. But then the good feelings were gone in an instant. Yeah, lets blame it on that monthly thing.

Anyway, im SO gonna get the DBSK calendar set AND the 2009 Singles magazine with them on the cover. That is when i get my pay lah, which is like, what? Next week? Sigh. Waiting is torture. Look at them, they look so happy, while i feel like crap here. Even looking at their pictures is doing nothing to lift my spirits.

if only this was true

The Boyfriend Quiz by quagix
Your Name:
His Name:
He fell in love with your:	Laugh
He loves your:	Shyness
You love his:	Smile
Together, you enjoy:	Playing computer games
His secret:	He loves romantic-comedies.
He likes it when you:	Are happy.
He thinks about you:	Most of the time.
You'll see him:	Tomorrow.
You'll be together for:	-ever!
Overall, your love is:	Touching.

Pigon haeyo

yes, im tired...HAIZ...i wonder when can i get a break. Looks like its confirmed that i'll have to work tomorrow as well, on a lovely Sunday. in any case, im still gonna go jogging tomorrow since we skipped out on it last week. But i bet it'll be nicer to jog in Banaue as the air over there is so clean and cool..

below are just some photos which i kinda forgot to post earlier on. Haiz....

i think im losing my mind

ahhh, 3rd sis told me that nampyon has added her into his myspace list and i was a bit miffed till i couldnt sleep after that. Yes, jealousy reared its ugly head even though i know for a fact that it might not really be nampyon checking his account. wae nampyon, wae?

So, i kind of had a REAL weekend since saturday was spent slogging in office the whole day for the 3d. Sunday, really lepak at home and i even managed to take a 3 hour nap!!! Haha, i havent done that for so long. i miss my sunday naps. Anyway, how did we spend our Hari Raya Haji? Well, we went to visit the cemetery, early in the morning and it was raining.. Imagine a sad and sorry bunch shivering under the umbrellas, saying really short prayers and then rushing back into the van. Sejuk giler seh tangan bile tengah tabur bunga, air hujan macam air batu.

Later we hung out at Mak Itam's house, eating, chatting, the adults karaoke while we had a round of scrabble and monopoly. Then i took a 2 hrs nap since it was freakin cold, we were wearing sweaters and jackets btw. And then, jeng, jeng, jeng, watched pops in seoul and music bank, ade DBSK, performing wrong number. You know, the one where Changminnie teased everyone with that to die for smirk? Ahaha, and to see nampyon's face after a nap, aish...i fell in love again for the hundredth time.

I dont know, maybe its just me but somehow, this feeling just cant seem to subside. Its overflowing, membuak, overwhelming and im about to burst. I know its not ever going to happen, not in this lifetime anyway but somewhere inside, there's a faint glimmer of hope and faith. Everyday seems a bit brighter knowing that we are looking at the same blue sky. Aishiteru yunnie ssi...<3 (fyi this is a fangirl monologue, puke all you want, i dont give a damn)

ps: you are slowly creeping into each corner and crevice, and suddenly, BAM!!

Update= i received a message from Jae Oppa! Oppa replied my msg! OMO! OMO! i cant believe it so i kept re reading it. Most probably its just a role player but i'd rather bask in this denial man. Ahhhhh, he read my message!!! Im so gonna faint again! muahahahaha

lets run away yunnie...

had quite an interesting chat with the cab driver earlier on, talking about how long frozen chicken are kept before being sold to the public and even the fishes being treated with chemicals? and then the conversation jumped to me not looking like a malay and then marriages with youngsters who likes to fight. The uncle must have been really bored, or he would've gotten the hint that i was not in the mood to talk due to my uhuh/ehem responses.

got lectured again, i agree with what you say, im losing it and im losing my mind. i wonder if everything will start to go downhill from here. where DO we go from here?

and at times like these, you just want somebody to lean onto and to hold your hand.