today is.....

i shall declare today as the MY HATE DAY.

Top 5 list

1)I hate doing graphics especially when i have to follow the concept from a certain magazine. Those magazines only do mood shots!! I HAVE TO SUPERIMPOSE DIFFERENT SHOTS INTO A CERTAIN SIZE, so how the fuck can i get the same effect!!! ITS NOT THE SAME THING!!!!

2)I hate irritating,annoying,noisy,middle aged women who only loves to talk and complain. Excuse me, do i look like i can predict the shadow will cast the inverse cross effect on the floor, you bloody maggot??

3)I hate the stupid 35% taxi fare hike!!!! It costs like $8 more to take a cab to bayshore during peak hour. Fuck the stupid system man..

4) I hate having to go to site when i obviously have 3 deadlines before CNY. ARGH, just finish off the stupid project lah...

5) I hate lifts. Especially NUH and Bayshore lifts. Lembab nak mampus seh. Aku tekan down die turun naik between levels 7-9. Stupid piece of junk.

Ergh...stupid fucking day its turned out to be.....

ps: 22 years passed by, just like that...and i still feel awkward,weird,angsty....

i take it back.... about not wanting to be a designer anymore..

i get butterfies in my stomach everytime i flip through books on design and architecture...And my heart skips a beat whenever i see some cool designs...im NOT exaggerating.

MUST.REMEMBER.SAGRADA.FAMILIA. 1st place to visit if i ever have enough moolahs to travel to europe. Ahhhh...(im swooning btw)

Haiz...its a love hate relationship.

i think i know what i wanna do...

Yes, open a chocolate bar!!!! Boss has been talking about it for sometime and since then that little voice keeps saying that i should seriously think about it. I love designing but the human factor just makes it so depresssing at times. I still tend to react based on emotions rather than what i think so i guess im not cut out for this after all. And i still suck at some things so, yeah, the truth hurts, but you gotta have talent(which im lacking) and not just hard work for this kind of career.

Now i just gotta start working on testing out those chocolate puddings, tarts, etc,etc. And maybe invent something?? hehehe... Gotta seriously start saving money in order to make this dream come true in at least 5 years time. Why so long? Cos i still want to enjoy designing first...

Anyway, in a weeks time, i'll be turning a year older. Lets just hope this birthday doesnt suck like the last time. But taking into account what i will be doing that day(handing over of the shop), i wont be surprised if it does. BOOOOOOOOOO!

ps: i need to get a laptop. fast.

This is really pissing me off. My beloved has decided to throw tantrums since last sat and now it feels like im working with a time bomb BUT i dont know when it will blow up. I have to be careful everytime i do or start something in case it flips out again. Bloody hell, i've got enough problems with people chasing me for the concepts and graphics, i dont have the patience to sit and wait for you. I cant afford to waste away my time, and because of you, this week has gone by without nothing much done. And now we need someone to come over and check you out. Please lah, get a grip and STOP SHUTTING DOWN YOU BLOODY PC!!!!!!

I have to remind myself to put up more floor mats when it rains. Especially when the direction of rain (or storm) is towards the window. haiz.

I know this entry is pointless, i just dont want this place to turn dusty.

01. Sarangarhi romanization by: sabby ~nbk~ (also credit: aheeyah.com)

Guriultte nungamumyon do jalboinun guronsaram
ijuryo hago jiuryo hamyon do manhi senggag nanun saram

Gusaram kkog olkkorago negasume heroun gojidmarul hago
kkog olkkoranun marun anhetjiman gidarilsubakken obnun saram

Nomuna manhi saranghan joe nol nomuna manhi saranghan joe
nan noroinhe gu joeroinhe gidarimul alhgo itdago
nega do manhi saranghan joe nol nomuna manhi guriwohan joe
nan noroinhe gu joeroinhe nunmullo alhgo itdago irohge

Gusaram kkog olkkorago negasume heroun gojidmarul hago
kkog olkkoranun marun anhetjiman gidarilsubakken obnun saram

Nomuna manhi saranghan joe nol nomuna manhi saranghan joe
nan noroinhe gu joeroinhe gidarimul alhgo itdago
nega do manhi saranghan joe nol nomuna manhi guriwohan joe
nan noroinhe gu joeroinhe nunmullo alhgo itdago

Heojim jom pparun sarang ijhyojimun nul dodinsarang
nul naegeman nul mojinsarang na honja alhgo issotdago

Gude narul irohge molli ttonagayaman henni gude narul irohge molli ttonagayaman henni
Gunyang nemogsumdabachyo saranghalkkol ijen naridgo saragal mujonghan no gunyang nejonbul dabachyo saranghalkkol ijen narilhgo saragal no

Nemogsum dabachyoso saranghal saram
negenun nunmulman jugo gan saram
nul naegeman nul mojinsarang na honja alhgo issotdago

Nega do manhi saranghan joe nol nomuna manhi guriwo han joe
nan noroinhe gu joeroinhe nunmullo alhgo itdago irohge

I LURVE this song. This guy's voice is so sexy for an 18 yr old. By the way, all the band members in this group are around this age, at least that's what my sister told me.

Ahh...i love k-drama..

Since i still dont know how to put in videos from youtube, i'll just have to be content with this...

bloody tuuuttt....

Jigsaw Falling into Place
Just as you take my hand

Just as you write my number down

Just as the drinks arrive

Just as they play your favourite song

As your blather disappears

No longer wound up like a spring

Before you've had too much

Come back and focus again

The walls abandon shape

You've got a cheshire cat grin

All blurring into one

This place is on a mission

Before the night owl

Before the animal noises

Closed circuit cameras

Before you're comatose

Before you run away from me

Before you're lost between the notes

The beat goes round and round

The beat goes round and round

I never really got there

I just pretended that I had

What's the point of instruments

Words are a sawed off shotgun

Come on and let it out

Come on and let it out

Come on and let it out

Come on and let it out

Before you run away from me

Before you're lost between the notes

Before you take the mic

Just as you dance, dance, dance

Jigsaws falling into place

There is nothing to explain

Regard each other as you pass

She looks back, you look back

Not just once

Not just twice

Wish away your nightmare

Wish away the nightmare

You've got a light you can feel it on your back

You've got a light you can feel it on your back

Jigsaws falling into place

A really fucking good song, which i just cant stop replaying over and over and over again on my mp3. The videoclip for this is so cool, the one where they have the camera strapped to their heads, facing them. Thom had that funny cheshire grin while he was humming away. Oh yar, another song is Bodysnatchers. Both these songs haunt me in my sleep. I hum to it in the toilet, on the bus, on the train, in the lift. Well, i tried to dance to it in the lift(i was alone,duh)yesterday night, but stopped halfway cos i was afraid the lift would stop and i'll be stuck in there with no one to help me...choy!!!!!

Anyway, something happened yesterday,i was a bit disgusted by it.. It's not as if i was wearing a bikini and flaunting my butt. Sheesh..and it happened twice. If i were him, i'd stick to catcalls if i dont want a shoe lodged permanently in my throat.