hate ur guts

I couldn’t sleep last night. I was afraid that I might have that nightmare again. This will sound silly but I have had nightmares of all my teeth falling out. All of it. And then my mouth was full of my broken tooth, lots of it, even my baby tooth. I could feel the sharp edges of my teeth at my bare gums and the taste of blood was so real. My mouth was so full of broken tooth that I had to spit some out but it still kept filling my mouth. I kept spitting and spitting it out but it still felt as though there were a thousand more tooth inside my mouth. Ugh, Im grinding my teeth now just to make sure its all intact. Ok, its intact.

So, ive got nothing else to write right now. I just want to say to someone out there that
“I HATE YOUR GUTS!!”.. That’s it then.Ciao.

what what what

This has been a week full of mishaps. I lost pictures of the metal staircase at chijmes and then i had to take a coffee shower yesterday afternoon. Haha..funny but i was sticky all over the whole day. It all happened so fast and i was so shocked, so much so that i just watched the coffee spilling all over my jeans, all the while thinking that it was just a hallucination. Nice. Then the rest made fun of me smelling of coffee. I dont think i'll be drinking any more coffee this week..
Seriously...

Anyway, i was very pissed off with my sister and my dad yesterday.They weren't helping with the net connection thingy at all. The best thing is my dad helped infuriate me by asking whether it can be used after every 10 mins.Bloody hell seh. And my sister, don't get me started on her, it would go on forever and ever.

So,Larry played a movie yesterday and you know what,it sucks. Big time. It was the suckies movie i've ever watched. Well, Tujuh Perhentian was the suckiest actually. So,gotta go to ACM now. Ciao

Ah fuck

Something nice happened to me today. Something wonderfully nice that it makes me grin from ear to ear.Went to Chijmes just now to take pictures of the metal staircase. Everything went fine until i reached school.Here comes the nice part,i was transferring the pix when this stupid message popped up saying that i cant copy the files because the parameter is incorrect.What the fuck seh.Then when i took out the card and insert it again, another beautiful message came out saying that the disk is not formatted.And i cant even open the file.Wonderful man.Went to arthur to ask for help and he said that most probably my card is spoilt.Nice.

So, i resorted to formatting the card.EVERYTHING IS GONE. I broke the news to kak yan just now. Thank god she didn't blow up at me. Well, she's not the type to blow up anyway but if my parents found out about this, i will never get to borrow anything from my cousins ever again. That's like being grounded for life!!

Anyway, now i have no picture to refer to when im drawing the details and section for intech. Fark. I guess i just have to rely on my memory, which is quite useless right now. Haiz...

Hmm,i think im going to go back home in a few minutes. I feel so pathetic right now. Is there a way that i can put entries that are hand written, i hate typing. Typing makes me lose all the ideas that i have in my mind. Writing is so liberating and intense because you can feel the emotions flowing from your writings.Its not only from what you wrote but how you wrote it. Cheh, i typing crap right now.Klah, im going back to the dark and mystical place that everyone calls home.Ciao.

Blah

ID sucks.Big time. And to top it all up, arsenal lost to chelsea due to stupid goal. Pathetic man..

oh, come on

Someone left the tap running this morning. I was half awake, still dreaming a nice dream(sigh...) but i could hear water rushing madly down the drain. I was like, "what the hell, can someone go and turn off the bloody tap." After about 15 mins or so( i have no idea actually, i was in La La Land for God's sake) of dreaming and still no one wants to wake up, I had to wake up and open my eyes to walk to the kitchen like some drunken asshole to turn off the tap. Bloody hell. Some one's gonna get a long, long nagging session from me today. Why does it always have to be only me who can hear water dripping or leaking in the middle of the night?

Anyway, im tired of going to the toilet. Everytime i sit and nurse my stomach, thoughts come flowing in and there's nothing i can do to stop it. Why is it that ideas come to me in an enclosed space but not when im at school or the library? Pathetic man. Oh yeah, before i forget, i was sitting in the toilet, looking up at the ceiling and the pipes when i remembered the pipes at the next block. This may sound weird and a bit crazy but the water pipes at the top of the flat next door looked so beautiful. Really, it was a month ago, at around 5 pm and i was watching tv when the pipes caught my eyes. Maybe it was the afternoon sun which hits the pipes at an angle or something but the pipes looked like a work of art. I don't know how to describe it, its just so....beautiful. Haha, what an achievement right? I have seen water pipes in a different light and it looked beautiful. I sound like a sicko.

Ok, im tired of typing, write in when i feel like it. Ciao.

K.I.L.L.

Never,ever,ever have thoughts of getting squashed up in the train like sardines. I did and it really happened. And then there's this big guy in front of me and lets just say he has that distinctive smell that big guys have. Im not ridiculing big guys here but i have big friends last time and they all have this distinctive scent, its true. God knows if i smell like a pig but nobody dares to tell me that. So? Do i smell like a pig? Tell me the truth!!!

Ignorance is bliss but no one ever said that the bliss is shortlived and that ignorance will get back at you. Im afraid that it will happen to me.This stupid model and work. Something might just screw up and i'll be in the middle of all this shit. Maybe im just paranoid but this happens all the time.

You must be wondering why i put kasabian's pic in here. Its my background music in the studio .

Tuesday

The Bravery's keyboardist..hehe
Model making sucks. I have a blister on my right thumb right now.Bloody hell seh. I haven't started on my roof yet. Where can i find time to do when the whole of saturday was burnt, working on the freaking templates with cherry.Then my sunday was burnt too, going back and forth my cousin's place, trying to mail the templates to my boss and shan. Then, yesterday i had to abandon my model making halfway to go and finish up the templates. Then....i missed watching america's next top model last night...damn....

My stomach hurts right now. Maybe i should pay a visit to the loo....or maybe...i should start on the freaking roof.Ciao.