i dont know

im just bloody bored, my stomach is growling cos im hungry and im damn sleepy. dunno lah, just super bored. her highness told me yesterday that she'd broken up for good with her bf. i was very shocked till i dont know what to say.

tak tau lah eh, its like a waste of time. If he knew what he wanted from her and that she cant meet his expectations, why the hell did he ask to patch up? She told me she cried for 2 days straight, and she didnt even msg me about this. But what's the point lah kan? its not as if i know what to say to comfort her. And there she goes again with the 'have you found a boyfriend?' song. haiz...

But seriously lah, im pissed off with her ex, how can he do this to my bestie?? How can he waste her time and her love like that? His expectations pun merepek seh. Anyway, I really hope that she finds someone who can treasure her more. i only wish the best for her.

Me? macam gini jugak lah. tak tau ke depan atau ke belakang. terapung-apung di angkasa lepas.
mendak otak aku skarang, kosong jugak hati aku. i think the whole concept of how im living my life right now is so wrong, or not correct. tengah dengar sam saimun's diwajahmu kulihat bulan. beautiful lah. There's always a certain nostalgic feeling lepas dengar lagu2 with this kind of susunan lagu dan liriks. rasa tenang pun ade jugak, but mostly of a lovesick kind of feeling.

mungkin all this while im in love with the notion/concept of love itself.

dahal, asik2 tulis pasal nie, aku pun da naik jelak

you are the word, the word is destroy

yeah...today i overslept but felt happy, happy, joy, joy. And listening to franz ferdinand, brings back memories of DID days. To top it up, remembered kame from Sapuri yesterday, and i cant help but smile all the way to bedok like a freaking lunatic. The girl sitting opposite kept looking at me, cos i swear i was giving out the secret coyish smile. Anyway, i will bask in this joy until someone comes and pops the bubble.

Went out for dinner at arab st with Her Highness, this time she did most of the complaining. The Bugis outlet sucks like hell and she was so damn pissed. Its not like her to complain much, well, oklah, its in both our bloods to complain a lot. The subject of my singledom was brought up again, since her mum asked, again. Aiyo, everyone is so excited seh. Its not a big deal mah. Why the big hoo haa. Of course im just sitting here waiting for Mr Right.

I dont know which type i am actually, the one who believes in prince charming coming to sweep me off my feet or the cynical one who thinks that NO ONE will ever come to catch me when i fall.
Contrary to popular belief, that i want someone who's meek and will listen to whatever i say or do, I need someone with strong opinions & beliefs, is stubborn and of course has a wicked sense of humour. Contrary to popular belief, i need someone who's the exact opposite of me, since im not all what people think i am. I look serious, grumpy, sarcastic at times and stubborn but not all the way through. Maybe someone will realise that one day and i hope its him.

Haha, yeah, like real, my social life is non existent and the chances of finding Mr Right are 0.0001% seh. But its not wrong to dream right? I'll keep on dreaming and living in La La Land until i'll wake up one day on my 30th birthday and wonder where all the years have gone....
sheesh, such pessimisim on a rainy weekend...