i dont know

im just bloody bored, my stomach is growling cos im hungry and im damn sleepy. dunno lah, just super bored. her highness told me yesterday that she'd broken up for good with her bf. i was very shocked till i dont know what to say.

tak tau lah eh, its like a waste of time. If he knew what he wanted from her and that she cant meet his expectations, why the hell did he ask to patch up? She told me she cried for 2 days straight, and she didnt even msg me about this. But what's the point lah kan? its not as if i know what to say to comfort her. And there she goes again with the 'have you found a boyfriend?' song. haiz...

But seriously lah, im pissed off with her ex, how can he do this to my bestie?? How can he waste her time and her love like that? His expectations pun merepek seh. Anyway, I really hope that she finds someone who can treasure her more. i only wish the best for her.

Me? macam gini jugak lah. tak tau ke depan atau ke belakang. terapung-apung di angkasa lepas.
mendak otak aku skarang, kosong jugak hati aku. i think the whole concept of how im living my life right now is so wrong, or not correct. tengah dengar sam saimun's diwajahmu kulihat bulan. beautiful lah. There's always a certain nostalgic feeling lepas dengar lagu2 with this kind of susunan lagu dan liriks. rasa tenang pun ade jugak, but mostly of a lovesick kind of feeling.

mungkin all this while im in love with the notion/concept of love itself.

dahal, asik2 tulis pasal nie, aku pun da naik jelak