ahhh, 3rd sis told me that nampyon has added her into his myspace list and i was a bit miffed till i couldnt sleep after that. Yes, jealousy reared its ugly head even though i know for a fact that it might not really be nampyon checking his account. wae nampyon, wae?
So, i kind of had a REAL weekend since saturday was spent slogging in office the whole day for the 3d. Sunday, really lepak at home and i even managed to take a 3 hour nap!!! Haha, i havent done that for so long. i miss my sunday naps. Anyway, how did we spend our Hari Raya Haji? Well, we went to visit the cemetery, early in the morning and it was raining.. Imagine a sad and sorry bunch shivering under the umbrellas, saying really short prayers and then rushing back into the van. Sejuk giler seh tangan bile tengah tabur bunga, air hujan macam air batu.
Later we hung out at Mak Itam's house, eating, chatting, the adults karaoke while we had a round of scrabble and monopoly. Then i took a 2 hrs nap since it was freakin cold, we were wearing sweaters and jackets btw. And then, jeng, jeng, jeng, watched pops in seoul and music bank, ade DBSK, performing wrong number. You know, the one where Changminnie teased everyone with that to die for smirk? Ahaha, and to see nampyon's face after a nap, aish...i fell in love again for the hundredth time.
I dont know, maybe its just me but somehow, this feeling just cant seem to subside. Its overflowing, membuak, overwhelming and im about to burst. I know its not ever going to happen, not in this lifetime anyway but somewhere inside, there's a faint glimmer of hope and faith. Everyday seems a bit brighter knowing that we are looking at the same blue sky. Aishiteru yunnie ssi...<3 (fyi this is a fangirl monologue, puke all you want, i dont give a damn)
ps: you are slowly creeping into each corner and crevice, and suddenly, BAM!!
Update= i received a message from Jae Oppa! Oppa replied my msg! OMO! OMO! i cant believe it so i kept re reading it. Most probably its just a role player but i'd rather bask in this denial man. Ahhhhh, he read my message!!! Im so gonna faint again! muahahahaha
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