help!

Aku menyampah betul dengan design sekarang.Bukannya apa, tapi macam tak ada motivasi dan inspirasi. Nak harapkan lecturers,tak payahlah. Lagi memeningkan kepala pula nanti.Ahhh crap, i'll just write in broken malay, this is too painful, its like writing malay compo(Ugh...)

Jadi, tadi macam siak jer aku pegi library, carik buku pasal stage, drapery and all that shit, tapi tak jumpe2. Darah naik btul lah.. Pastu, pegi coop kejap nak beli gule2, nak relieve stress, jumpe orang tue tu plak. Aku tanye die pasal bende lain, die jawab bende lain. im trying to get images or stuff on restaurants thats theatrical, something that has draperies since my has those drapes. well, that's what i asked the old dude but as usual, he got the wrong info..Macam aku bebual bahase jepun pulak ngan die..

Rase macam nak give up ngan project ni. Macam nak lepaskan semue. even though this is what i want to do, my so called 'dream', maybe it'll just be a dream,like in antm,when ebony got kicked out. Wow, that's harsh. Anyway, i'd better carry on trying to find the drapes thingy. haizz.. Ciao