Monday, July 03, 2006

I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everything feels like crap today. No, to be exact its been like crap ever since i finished school. Is it just me or was i born with the heck care attitude or i've mastered it to perfection ever since secondary school? I just dont care about work. I dont care if the fucking new project will look like shit or if the client will kick my ass over the fucking sodding 3d. I dont care if i get fired and i dont care about the stupid lame grad ceremony on thurs. I dont care about money. I dont want money, i just want peace. I dont want anymore responsibilities. I dont want people calling me up and asking what's this, or can they come over or can i do that for them. Well people, go and fuck yourself first before asking me to do stupid redundant stuff for you. I dont know you and i dont like you and i jolly well dont want to work or be associated with you. I cant help being excited over a new project and then slowly that feeling will extinguish and im back to square one, I DONT BLOODY CARE!!!

To tell you the truth, i dont care if there's an earthquake right now, i just want to hide in a small hole, far from anyone, where no one can contact me, and i just want to sit in that hole and rot till eternity. God, im so pissed off with everything... Well, let me tear some pieces of paper or smash the terracotta tiles on my head, then i hope everything will be fine and dandy. YEAH RIGHT!!!

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