again, and again and again..

Its been almost 3 whole weeks of non stop editing and coloring the same plans and elevs, OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVERrrrrrrrrrrrr agggaaaaiiinnnn.....

well, you got what i mean.. not that im complaining but yar, im quite fed up of changing the whole damn thing over and over again. Its like a waking nightmare that i cant get out off. And when the whole thing's done (not anytime soon i suppose), im gonna jump up and down like a maniac and scream out ' ITS OVERRRRRR!!!!WOOOHOOOO!!'

Sometimes, the hole just gets bigger and i dont know how to fill it up. I keep on telling her that its not my fault but she said im just plain lazy. And she hates me a lot. She's so confident of herself and she cant stop talking. She insults me all day long and ever since i knew her, she never had complimented me on anything. Everything she said is laced with sarcasm and everything she does is out of spite. She says im always hindering her, that im the one who's always stopping her from moving on. And did i tell you that she always screams at me, for not speaking up or defending myself, that she always takes over the conversation everytime i start talking. And yes, how can i forget the countless times she goes on saying that she's ashamed of me, of how i've turned out to be. And how she always weeps at a corner, crying out that i'll never be anyone, or anything great. That i'll never make an impact in other people's lives. That i will forever be a ........

Haiz....... time for a change then since she says she's fed up of the same old thing. Ahhh, shut up lah...