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exhausted.tired.angry.pissed off.deprived of sleep.deprived of sanity.mentally tired.extremely sad.low morale.

i wanted to write a lot of things here but im really, really, exhausted. The past few weeks, or rather month, has really drained my soul dry. i couldnt help it but to let it all out just now. i didnt force it out like the last time, it just happened. a REAL nervous breakdown.

well let's just bloody hope that i dont end up in a psychiatric ward (which is a big probability by the way) in the next few weeks to come.

and lets just say that for the hundredth time, i really felt like jumping out the bayshore balcony.

serious.

and for fuck's sake, please dont fucking ask me what or how i eat at work. Please lah, im sick and tired of that question.