is this punishment for all the naughty things i did this year?? Every single stupid thing that can happen will happen/has happen this month. And im sitting here stuck between wanting to bawl my eyes out or laughing whilst rolling on the floor. Yes, that's how extreme the emotions are. No, im NOT HAPPY and im definitely NOT looking forward to this year's 'celebration' or whatever you happy happy joy joy people call it.
Let's just hope i get to fast for the last 3 days before raya, at least ade sikit semangat raya.
Are we destined to end up like the rest of the clan? Like them ,and them and 'them' as well, though i dont like to be associated with 'them' at all. Is this a sign telling you to have the courage to break free? im behind you 100% and i know its going to be hard but if all those people can make it, why cant we? Of course, its going to have a big impact in our lives, but im still waiting for you to clearly state the direction that we should go, before i lead the way. and breaking free is what im aiming for, if its the best solution for everyone. I hope my silence will make you think and decide for yourself and them on what's next.
the reasons and the way people change for the worst is very disturbing and amusing. you start to wonder when did you go wrong and what have you done to be treated so badly like that. And then you wonder whether the changed person has had a brain transplant or has their brains removed in the changing process. People should change for the better as they get older, not for the worst. But we humans have a knack of really driving off course, which results in a lot of people getting hurt.
Am i making sense?
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