yes im back

it went and came macam biasa, macam 2-3 tahun yang lepas. Cuma aku rasakan sinarannya semakin pudar dimakan masa. Mungkin kita semua dah dewasa dan lebih peka atau pun sensitif akan perubahan di sekililing kita? Entahlah, aku pun tak tahu. Yang aku tahu, aku dah cuba sedaya upaya to get our family to gather to make cookies together, clean the house together, etc, etc. I want to create memories for my sisters. One day we will go our own ways but i want them to remember that we sisters have to stick together no matter what happens. And as the eldest, i'll be there for them, even though i may act like a retard or a 3 year old all the time. ;p

and maybe what a friend said may be true, i cant live without my family even though i complain that all the attention they heap on me can get very asphxiating.

ku cuba menggapai bintang di langit
berkerlipan bagaikan mutiara
tapi tidak tercapai walaupun
aku melonjak lonjak
terkinja kinja
ditarik dari belakang
ditolak ke tepi
dihadang oleh bayang bayangku sendiri
aku meratap dalam hati sekali lagi

- maybe this weekend kalau aku tak malas aku upload gambar raya. Mungkin.