Ran dom

Just some random things that pooped in my brain ,wait, i mean popped...while i was busy sketching out the plans and elevations for this shakalaka project....

1. why do guys pretend not to know the girl who sends them messages on air? Especially on Ria fm, the dj sofian or zan-whats-his-name will call some people on their mobile and pass on the message to him/her(usually its a he). And then when the dj asked the guy who the sender is,their relationship lah, the guys will go...

'Huh? Yan/June/Nani/whatever-minah's-name-you-like mane? Sape huh? Ntah eh?'

I mean, WTH. That's the reaction that the Dj will get you know, almost 99% of the guys will give a similar response. I dont get it. Are you too popular and have soo many friends until you cant remember the girl or are you embarrassed of being on air or are you just being a plain old bastard?

But if the girl was listening to it, what would she feel? maybe yang hantar message tu minah tak malu tak? Ntah lah eh...

2. How come everytime the male dj interviews the bands or the dikir barat guys, they always, always crack funny jokes? This is not a bad thing, just that its better than listening to Nity baizura laughin like a hyena whenever hafeez glamour makes a joke or made fun of her. Macam menggatal on air gitu. But i think thats how she is, not gatal but very manja..urgh..N yeah, Dj syai/shai pun same, ketawe terkekek kekek...hello, i didnt tune into the station to listen to you laugh or flirt or babble nonsense...

3. Just because im reliable, doesnt mean other people are not. I mean, you can always ask 2nd sis to do the errand for you since she is your FAVOURITEST NIECE IN THE WORLD..why ask me? Scared she will pull a long face isit? I thought you say she is very the helpful...Bukan jealous lah tapi da nampak sah sangat pilih kasih kadang2. Dia kan amik course computer and office, macam die tak tau print kan bende tu pulak. Sometimes, im tired of being the goody goody, the helpful and reliable one. Sometimes i wish i wasnt so obedient...cos adults tend to forget you are still a kid and want to be pampered or left alone sometimes. And i really wish she would stop telling me to get a boyfriend...i know im pathetic, dont need to remind me that everytime i see you..

4. I miss mak. Havent seen her face since Sunday night. Im serious, she goes to work at 6 am while i go off at around 8... hmm...yelah, yelah, sometimes i cheat take cab at 9am. And when i come home at 12 midnight, she'll already be asleep...haiz, the only clear faces that i get to see are the babies faces, Tom & Jerry, since their cage is parked directly in front of my face. They are sooooo cute and adorable...especially Jerry, and Tom, oklah both are equally cute lah.

5. I miss watching tv, i really miss it A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss rugrats, spongebob, CSI, soccer mathes(well this is due to the fact that Arsenal's performance isnt sooo good or exciting as usual, huu..sorry BH dear)....

6. i.need.a.break.from.everything.My mind has been numb, i cant design, i cant think well and i can feel my wrist bones clearly...the bones are poking out. HOW COME THE FATS ON MY THIGHS ARE STILL THERE BUT MY HANDS ARE SHRINKING? Damn, one fine day i might look like a fat arse girl with sticks for arms, i guess i already look like that...why wont the body eat up the thigh fats?? WHY???????

WHY???????????

Anyway, im hoping that something will happen to make something else happen to make me less tired and less annoyed with everything and everyone else and that everyone will leave me alone, i dont want to talk to you, i dont want to smile at you or make small talk, i dont want to pretend everything's ok, i dont want to listen to you talk and i certainly dont want to see your face, unless if you're lee dong wook, or chester or thom yorke...not making sense huh? thats the point lah...

last words for the night.... i am tired so buzz off..