Que sera sera

''Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be...''

She used to sing this song after telling us stories of what life used to be in her time. And when i was in the mood, i'd always join in....-.-

Damn, i dont know how to put in the youtube video of the record playing this song. But HOW do you download videos from youtube in the first place???

Anyway, i recalled a nice memory that day. Suddenly remembered of the time i had sore eyes, and my 3 buddies (dayah, ain and lela) came to visit, bringing along my maths homework. But the thing is, they told me to close my eyes with a towel and not have any eye contact with them as they might catch the virus. So i had to cover my eyes with a towel while they all roam around the house, raiding the kitchen or watchin mtv. Funny how that was the only memorable sore eyes experience i ever had. But quite sad though, since in the end, only me and dayah still keep in touch.

Im bored, super duper bored, but there's the sunday raya outing with the beruks to look forward to. Now i just have to decide on what to wear for that day...hmmm.. Vale people...

i've been tagged....

EI have been tagged, by Mr Tan the pro..hehehe...Gee, 2 more days to Raya...hahhaha...im soo not in the mood for anything else..

FAVOURITE

1. Colours: black
2. Food: err..chocolates
3. Song: this is tough, right now its hari raya songs
4. Day of the week: Sunday


CURRENT

1. Mood: tired?
2. Taste: hunger, im fasting mah..
3. Clothes: black blouse with one missing button
4. Time: 1119
5. Surroundings: computers, laminates, vinyls sheets..
6. Thoughts: 2 MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA..


FIRST
1. Best friends: this short talkative girl in primary school
2. Crush: one guy in my malay class in primary school
3. Movie: P Ramlee movie, cant remember which one though..
4. Lie: hehehe...cant tell..
5. Music: i think it was fantasia bulan madu by search..


LAST SO FAR
1. Drink: cold water
2. Car ride: comfort cab..
3. Movie: hmm, Howl's moving castle
4. Call: my sis...



1. Dated your best friend's girl: im straight..
2. Broke the law: nope..
3. Been on tv: not that i can recall..;p
4. Kissed someone you don't know: never.


5 THINGS YOU'RE WEARING NOW:
1. black blouse.
2. red tank top
3. jeans
4. my super brand new super nice $10 watch
5. glasses.


4 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. picked up the printer
2. yawned a couple of times
3. opened and sent emails
4. think of the big day..


3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR NOW:
1. Saloma singing hari raya song
2. the splashing of the fountain below
3. crickets singing


2 THINGS YOU WANNA DO NOW:
1. sleep
2. clean the house


1 THING YOU'LL DO WHEN YOU'RE BORED:
yawn..


5 PEOPLE THAT I'VE TAGGED:
chelle, najat, CT, Nana and kwinella...



she reads me like an open book and it woke me up and drove me to tears. My stubbornness has made me cling on to the stupid self pride so much so that i have lost focus of what my purpose is in life. If i was in a war torn area, i would've starved to death. Seriously.

Money is everything but its not everything. And in the end, im still a spectator. yes i've become a, a bit greedy lately, but its just because we dont have that kind of thing in the past and because someone was soo stingy. All i want is for everyone to be happy, but in my case it lasts for a fleeting second before im shoved back down to earth.

ps: is my mind all screwed up or am i just complicating some simple and mundane issue?

pps: ok, fine, im remorseful and feeling so damn guilty cos i splurged on a kebaya, I SPLURGED on a single item. Damn it.Im too ashamed to even type the price..

ppps: i wish i wasnt so lonely sometimes.

pppps: YAY!!!!!!! 10 more days to HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n im soo not in the right state of mind to work..

stupid people...

i tell you, if looks could kill, a lot of dead bodies would be left on the road at jurong east yesterday. Bloody hell those assholes DO NOT KNOW HOW TO WALK STRAIGHT. Damn it. And those people who get off from the MIDDLE PLATFORM AT JURONG EAST, PLEASE DO NOT F***ING PUSH/SHOVE/SLIDE YOUR WAY INTO THE TRAIN. THIS IS NOT YOUR ANCESTORS TRAIN!!!!!! Its not like that train is the last one for the day right? its only 8 plus freaking am for god's sake..argh...

I dont know why our fellow singaporeans have to be so inconsiderate, especially at the train stations. Excuse me, people are tying to alight, please give way lah idiots. Come on people, use your brain, if you dont want people to push you, then please dont push others. And these inconsiderate mindless assholes, are our aunties, uncles, mums, dads and even grandpas and grandmas. Damn, these are adults who keep advising us not to be rude and stuff but here they are, showing us how selfish they can be.

I know im considered an adult now but it seems like i'd rather stay a teenager then be an adult singaporean who is selfish, inconsiderate, etc, etc..

What's the purpose of having those be considerate campaigns,etc,etc in the first place?

OH, oh, I have a brilliant idea. Why dont 'those people up there' install a kind of invisible barrier, at the funnel shaped sign on the platform floor. So when the train comes and people alight the train, anyone who die-die want to board and cross the funnel sign will be zapped, 3 or 4 times would be nice..ok, make it 5 times. Ni kira macam shock treatment lah. Kinda extreme but what the heck, i've had enough of people pushing me back into the train whenever i want to alight...

hehe, i bet after half an hour, almost 80% of those who are at the platforms are half burnt...kahkahkah....

Ps: is this what we are proud of? such a simple thing as giving way also cannot be done..tsk, tsk, tsk