So yesterday was the checkup at NUH for mum, after the ultrascan and the mammogram, we found out that she has 2 small lumps about 1cm size in her right breast. Will need to go for needle biopsy next week to check whether its benign or its the other thing. I dont know what to think or feel. Mum tried to look calm but i can see the worries forming in her eyes, even after both of us try to comfort ourselves that its nothing. Because of her age, she's turning 50 this year, and because she's prone to get sick easily, i cant help but worry. I really, really pray to God that this is nothing serious. I cannot imagine, in fact i dont want to think of negative stuffs for now.
Sometimes i wonder, wouldnt it be nice if we were still toddlers? Not knowing and understanding things would make life pretty much simple and stress free right?
dont you think the grass is always greener on the other side? no matter what people say, or no matter if the truth was told, somewhere in the back of your mind, the grass is always greener. maybe its just human nature to be envious of others and greedy, not happy or satisfied with what they have. Where am i going with this post actually? no idea.
one day i will meet you and tell you how cool you guys are.. well i'll just be satisfied if i get to see you guys perform live. Soo.. till then, DBSK FIGHTING!!!!
* runs off to sing along to all DBSK songs, My destiny on repeat 1000 x times.
(kind of in a melancholic mode now, please leave me in peace for today and tomorrow since i dont give a donkey's arse on what's happening over there, well at least until monday lah)
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