Thursday, January 12, 2006

Hah..new skin and im not sure i'm comfortable with it coz its a bit girly...Don't you think so norain??

Anyway, we have to hand in 4 drafts of a1 panels this friday. Crap right? So much to do but i think our time is running out. So, i guess i cant blog anymore? Yar right. Ok, i think i'd better do my work. Ciao

Saturday, January 07, 2006

help!

Aku menyampah betul dengan design sekarang.Bukannya apa, tapi macam tak ada motivasi dan inspirasi. Nak harapkan lecturers,tak payahlah. Lagi memeningkan kepala pula nanti.Ahhh crap, i'll just write in broken malay, this is too painful, its like writing malay compo(Ugh...)

Jadi, tadi macam siak jer aku pegi library, carik buku pasal stage, drapery and all that shit, tapi tak jumpe2. Darah naik btul lah.. Pastu, pegi coop kejap nak beli gule2, nak relieve stress, jumpe orang tue tu plak. Aku tanye die pasal bende lain, die jawab bende lain. im trying to get images or stuff on restaurants thats theatrical, something that has draperies since my has those drapes. well, that's what i asked the old dude but as usual, he got the wrong info..Macam aku bebual bahase jepun pulak ngan die..

Rase macam nak give up ngan project ni. Macam nak lepaskan semue. even though this is what i want to do, my so called 'dream', maybe it'll just be a dream,like in antm,when ebony got kicked out. Wow, that's harsh. Anyway, i'd better carry on trying to find the drapes thingy. haizz.. Ciao

Friday, January 06, 2006

yes...

yay...school starts today..and that's suppose to make me happy? NO...anyway, norain's crit was over. I was nervous too and i felt like going to the loo..Haiz...mine's on thursday...fark..oklah,i have no mood to write..Ciao

Thursday, December 15, 2005

hum hum ho

Hmmmm....

We used to talk a lot but today, you're silent
Why?
Are you forsaking me?
Are you going to leave me,
lost and confused?

Yup, im talking to myself again. My alter ego has left me to fend for myself. Alone. No ideas or words of wisdom, not even a goodbye or a sneer. She's walked away many times before but with ideas which saved me from all this shit. Now im stuck in the muck and there she goes, running of to La La Land. Without me. Damn it. Thanks a lot, di.

Yeah, yeah, i know im sick, talking to myself... but it beats stuffing my face with food right??