Oppa~~

cute face
serious face
singing face
bored face
sexy face...ahhhh
smiley face


hot!
huh? what? sorry, was busy drooling over yunho oppa's pix...soo hot.. i think this is the 3rd time that i have become absolutely obssessed over an idol..sheesh.. so my resolution this year is to somehow watch DBSK live. LP da tengok live, Muse da tengok live. Eishhh, kalau dapat be up close to Yunho oppa, aku pengsan...haiz.....saranghe Yunho-ssi...

real spazzing entry...

Hahahahah, is it just me or do i have a knack of getting these boys names mixed up? Yati lah macam siak ajer, bile aku tanya whether that's junsu, she said yar, yar. Padahal its YUNHO, the leader. Wahlau eh... Adik was pissed off for the whole week sebab she thought i took her matair. Eh, please lah, perasan seh si dodol tu. anyway, presenting Yunho Oppa...LOL...

You should see oppa's body roll. Seriously man, droolworthy. If Oppa and the gang does come to singapore, i'll just faint...hehe..and then i'll scream my head off.

spazzing entry part yg ke berape ntah

ahhh OMG, OMG, OMG!!!!!!! why didnt i realise that DBSK was sooo super hot????? WHY? i guess i must have been tired after work when they showed me mirotic video but really lah, how could i be so blind as to miss out the hotness?? young, fresh, oklah they're my age, but sial lah, the dancing was so damn sexy. And in the videos, baju yang dorang pakai banyak tunjuk badan...HAIZZ....cair aku depan pc, meleleh i tell you. I guess they're the best lah kan from all the bands i've seen so far, based on the dancing, live singing aku tak tau pulak. kan best kalau dorang pun datang singapore for the Korean night/pop thingy. tapi macam siak ajer, adik aku cakap the tix cost $168.

aku nak pegi tapi soalnya skarang, takkan aku nak terkinja-kinja sorg2 pat sane. tak fun ar. Tapi kalau aku bwk the kiddos, aku kene cough up at least $300 ratus lebih seh, dan takkan aku nak bawak sorg jer, nanti merajuk pulak yang lagi satu. dan soalan cepu emas pulak nie, adeke sape2 nak sponsor??

aigoo, so tough finding a nice pix of these boys, this is the only decent one i can find. my favourite is on the right. He's so much cuter in the mirotic video now that he's thinner and had plastic surgery? no idea if he's the one who got it, i might be wrong but really lah, in the interview that i watched, his face was so sculpted, so perfect, soo issh.... and it looks like he's the tallest...hahaha, i loike.

tired.

Jewelry, wondergirls, etc, etc are coming to town for K-Pop night or something in November. The only idiotic thing is that most probably the tickets wont be available to the public, only through sponsors like LG when you buy their stuff. Freaking kanasai right?

Anyway, im so tired lah. its gonna be another week of rushing for proposal deadline again. PENATLAH SIOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i really hate it when i turn up at meetings all sweaty like a pig with messed up hair and a heavy bag to carry. HAIZ.

ah soka?

IM SO CRAVING FOR MCGRIDDLES!!!! dah nak kat 2 bulan seh kempunan, and i always miss the breakfast time. Bole tak request for McD's to extend their breakfast period to 12 noon? BOLE TAK?????

Anyway, stayed up till 3am to oversee the site till i was told to go back by client, macam bapak halau anak gitu, siap kasi tambang taxi sekali. If i wasnt soo groggy and hungry, i would've stayed sampai pagi macam untuk Central project.

and luckily this morning i was greeted by the sight of SHINEE..on tv lah, siak ar da ade channel arirang seh. Ahhh, onew pastu key, dahtu tunjuk snippets of the perfomances. Aku terus bukak mata besar2.haha. Aku tau adik aku pat tepi da geleng kepala. those boys are just too irresistible.

hari tu MD ade bebual ngan aku pasal this impending recession for the next few years. She proposed for us to set up a resource center in Oz, where we can design materials like those patterned granite tiles, textured glass, fabrics, etc,etc. And she says i have to think it through as i cant just test it out for a year and then run off. I will need to LIVE there and can only come back to Sg 2/3 times a year. i really hope she was joking on the 2/3 times part. IF they really set this company up, will i be willling to be away from this boring place, away from my family? Ntah eh..aku pun tak tau...

Tsuki to Knife

Romaji
Boku no kotoba ga tarinai no nara
Mune wo naifu de saite eguridashitemo ii

Kimi no mayoi to iiwake gurai
Honto wa boku datte kizuiteta no sa

Itsuka mata anna fuu ni dareka wo nikumu no ka na
Da to shitara motto motto
Dakishimete toge no you ni kokoro ni sasareba ii
Anata ni zutto zutto nokoreba ii

Ima sara nanimo iwanai keredo
Kimi no kotoba wa zenbu uso de iin darou

Konna koto bakari kurikaeshitetara
Boku no namida wa itsuka tsuki ni todoku darou

Boku wa mata anna fuu ni dareka ai seru no ka na
Sono toki wa kitto kitto
Kaguwashii kaze no you ni toki ga nagasarereba ii
Itsu mademo zutto zutto tsuzukeba ii

English
If my words aren't enough
Stick a knife in my chest and carve out my heart

The truth is, I'd realized
Your hesitation and excuses

I wonder if I'll ever hate someone like that again
If I will, then I should hold you
Tighter and tighter, like thorns piercing your heart
So I stay with you forever and ever

I won't say anything now
But I don't care if your words are all lies

If I keep on doing this
Will my tears someday reach the moon?

I wonder if I'll ever love someone like that again
If the time comes, I hope
Time flows like a fragrant breeze
I hope it continues forever and ever

---no wonder it has that melancholic feel, and whenever i listen to it, it never fails to really pull on certain strings. beset to listen when you're feeling down, everything will come pouring out. Tapi bengap jugaklah aku kan, since this song came out when yamada (?)rejected mayama (?), it should be a sad song mah. Ergh, i feel like watching fruits basket again. La la la la la la la~~ La~

yes im back

it went and came macam biasa, macam 2-3 tahun yang lepas. Cuma aku rasakan sinarannya semakin pudar dimakan masa. Mungkin kita semua dah dewasa dan lebih peka atau pun sensitif akan perubahan di sekililing kita? Entahlah, aku pun tak tahu. Yang aku tahu, aku dah cuba sedaya upaya to get our family to gather to make cookies together, clean the house together, etc, etc. I want to create memories for my sisters. One day we will go our own ways but i want them to remember that we sisters have to stick together no matter what happens. And as the eldest, i'll be there for them, even though i may act like a retard or a 3 year old all the time. ;p

and maybe what a friend said may be true, i cant live without my family even though i complain that all the attention they heap on me can get very asphxiating.

ku cuba menggapai bintang di langit
berkerlipan bagaikan mutiara
tapi tidak tercapai walaupun
aku melonjak lonjak
terkinja kinja
ditarik dari belakang
ditolak ke tepi
dihadang oleh bayang bayangku sendiri
aku meratap dalam hati sekali lagi

- maybe this weekend kalau aku tak malas aku upload gambar raya. Mungkin.