Thursday, August 06, 2009

5-1=0 dammit.

im depressed, news over the 3 boys sueing SM is not resolved yet and now there's the issue where DBSK dont even know about the contract details with Avex, Japan. and then Jae and Chun are gonna do single with a band? Yun and Min are also not joining JauChunSu at all in this issue?

What if what we dont want, is gonna happen? I dont want a disbandment but somehow it seems like there's no good news at all. How long do we have to wait for things to be resolved? I really hope HoMin are ok, some people are bitching on them just because they're not with the other 3. Whatever it is, i sincerely wish that the boys will be happy. But no disbandment ok? i betcha Cassies will burn down SM building... while i'll be here sending curses to LSM...


im serious.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

mukyaaaaaaa!!!!!!!





OH GOD!!! THANK YOU, THANK YOU SOO MUCH FOR THIS LITTLE RAY OF SUNSHINE. ITS SO BEAUTIFUL I WOULDNT DARE TO ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE...I..I...I LOVE YUNJAE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!

*squeals and runs off to private yunjae corner*

Monday, May 11, 2009

you've gotta be kidding me u asshole

today started off fine, i woke up on time, train wasnt so bloody packed, managed to board the bayshore bus on time therefore i reached office on time, for once. But that all went downhill after lunch.

mum called saying that she might be getting sick, so she wants me to call NUH to postpone the operation. I was truly pissed off. How bloody long does she want to wait? its painful and its cancer dammit, the doctor has said that we cant wait for too long. The blahdy cancer has been in there for like 1 month plus already. i cant stand it being in there, why cant she understand this? i know she's afraid but dammit lah, if we tangguh any further im afraid what has been labelled as benign might turn off worst. the faster the better can? im really worried lah. and i cant stand it when she calls, or any other family member for that matter. PLS DONT FUCKING CALL ME WHEN IM WORKING, especially when u can bloody well type an sms for fuck's sake. im sorry, but im just anal about this. this will ALWAYS get my mood like crap for the whole day when im busy doing dwgs.

and then, the bloody son of a bitch of a contractor called me up at 2.30pm, asking me to join in meeting with the chairman and md at site at 3pm. Bloody asshole. i asked why didnt he tell me earlier, he said he was just called to go. and when i asked if im really needed, he said yes. So i, feeling like there is something wrong with the picture cos when i called md, he didnt pick up his farking phone, went to take a cab. the bloody fucker called me up once asking where i was cos chairman and md already arrived, and then called me up the 2nd time when i was at the ecp almost reaching the city, to apologize and tell me that i was not needed, it was only a site visit to see the exhaust. so i asked the cabbie to drop me off at bugis, while i made a few phone calls and walked around like a lunatic before heading back to office.

it was just absurd because my gut feeling told me that it was a false alarm. if MD wanted me to join in, he would have called me directly. in my mind, i was going, i knew it, i knew it, but i still went out rushing. i was glowering and scowling all the way back to office. and i wanted to push anyone who walked near me. i swear to you, if i get my hands on that moronic shithead, he'd wish he was born with vajahjah instead of what he has right now, cos im gonna kick him in the groin and staple tthose balls to his thighs so he'd never have offsprings again. sadistic? yar whatever, im so fucking pissed i feel like my head is gonna pop off.

i dont care if im being overdramatic or mengada ngada but seriously lah, there's no where else to rant and my life sucks right now so this is the only outlet.

&^*V*&B(*N)M)(P*)N^B&^%%#$^%X#%^R*^ U*GUGUIPL..

there, there, i feel better now. maybe i should write about my espionage dream, which has been continueing like a mystery drama serial...maybe

Monday, April 27, 2009

for the love of Yunjae and all the beautiful men out there

OMO!!!!!! i cant stand it, there's 2pm's again and again and then there's akanishi jin's Lovejuice which really sounds like Justin timberlake's My Love. these 2 are on repeat mode all the time... im soo in love with junsu, from 2pm, not that i dont love junsu from dbsk but that's a different kind of love... anyway,he's soo super beautiful, those sleepy eyes, that snow white skin, his lips....aigooo...super droolworthy i tell u..

and i dont need to tell you that i miss yunho...i want him back in korea and on variety shows....aish, bogoshipo yunho ssi...and jae as welll...so beautiful i feel like covering my face with a brown paperbag labelled UGLY everytime i see his pictures... OMG, have u seen his pix where he was shirtless and smirking like he knows something that we dont but i bet we yunjae shippers know what it is he's hiding....GAH!!!! i was totally spazzing when i saw that pix... yati was rolling her eyes and ignoring me the whole time i was squealing like a pig.

but i think i've caught another bug, its the HoMin bug...i think we need a bit more of it. Its just that after watching AADBSK2, i realised that changmin always acts cute in small ways in front of his hyungs, especially with leader ssi.. like the part where they were doing school uniform cf and facing each other, Min pulled yunnie's shirt and then yun adjusted min's shirt and poked his tummy...aigoooo...i, i was in heaven cos they looked so cute and adorable, like real brothers and for once, changmin really looked like his age...wahhhhhhaaaaaaahahahah..

if they have mini dbsks, i'd buy them and keep them in my pocket wherever i go...which reminds me i have to do the YunJae mug...have to make it real!!!!!

ps: i guess from now on all my posts will be ramblings on korean idols and YunJae especially... wahahhaha *rushes back home to build back Yunjae archive...WEEEE*